I love double monitors, I got my tumblr and arts on my laptop screen and 2 livestreams and a let’s play on my TV, best way to work.
Working on character reffs~
Have a quick scribbly doodle of my new OC Natalii.
If anyone could make me a little reference/tutorial on how I could draw her hairstyle out of chibi form that’d be a lot of help, those two strands attach to the nape of her neck.
Finally got around to having a photoshoot of my Frodo Baggins cosplay! I’m very excited to be releasing these to the public, so I hope you all enjoy them! (:
Costume and Model - Amouranth
Photographer - Chris Stewart
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Beneath the demon’s bandages.
Just thought I’d show you what Schiz hides on his face, might try and colour it, it’s a burn, only one eye.
Aw you guys! So much love and support, I love you all so freaking much. -hugs all of you- Don’t worry, I’m not going to take those horrible meds any more. I still want to recover and I’m going to keep trying my hardest to do it without those horrible meds that were making me worse.
Also yes I’m in my unicorn kigurumi again because it’s a comfort thing.
I am NEVER taking those tablets again. NEVER FUCKING AGAIN! My carers won’t let me finish the ones I have because of today. When I first started taking them I had simple side effects for the first few days, nothing I couldn’t handle, they wore off. Then I had nightmares every night for the next week, they’re still happening, then nothing else, until today.
I woke up from my nightmare, went downstairs and talked to my carers and took my tablet, nothing wrong, I was smiling, talkative, no pain or anything. Went to my room and started drawing, about 10 minutes later there was a stabbing pain right in the centre of my chest so I went downstairs to have a shower thinking it would help me like it normally does with chest pains. I stepped in the shower and suddenly got uncontrollably dizzy so I had to get out as soon as I got in. I sat on the bathroom floor holding my head for about 15 minutes before I got up and got my clothes back on.
I was still dizzy, chest was hurting, breathing was difficult. I made it into the living room, Hayley was home from school by now and was the first one to notice something was wrong with me because I curled up on the couch instead of going to my room. She asked if I was okay and I said no, I couldn’t talk because my chest was hurting too much and she got me a glass of milk because she touched my forehead and noticed I had a temperature but I was really cold and she thought a drink would help me. I sat up, still really dizzy, my right hand was shaking, my left hand and left wrist went numb. I drank about 1/4 of the glass and couldn’t drink any more, it was too hard to swallow.
I curled back up, trying to make the pain go away but it didn’t work. My carers thought maybe I needed to eat something so they got me my fave soup, tomato and basil~ but I couldn’t have it, one spoon full and I couldn’t swallow it. In the end my carers told me to go back to bed, at 4pm, they would never tell me to go to bed during the day but we couldn’t think of anything else, at least when I sleep I don’t feel the pain. Hayley had to help me up the stairs because I was almost passing out. I curled up in bed, managed to finally fall asleep and slept for a few hours. Hayley came in to check on me at some point but didn’t wake me, she told me when I went back downstairs.
I was still feeling dizzy when I woke up from a violent graphic nightmare so Hayley helped me back downstairs so I could try and eat again, reheated my soup and managed to finish it. Still feeling dizzy and my head still hurts but the meds are getting out of my system so I’m starting to feel better.
Sertraline is a horrible medication, it doesn’t help, it fucks you up badly.
Opening tumblr when you’ve just woken up in the morning.
nothing more accurate
This fools dick BENDS on the glass….
New character! Free adopt from sugarbubbles-adopts, they are doing a Christmas adopt give away, one character a day, go check them out.
His name is Jack, Hayley named him ^-^